I walk upon the sun
The harsh light blinds my eyes
I don't intend to cry
But ashes fill the skies
The leaden starlight
In my heart it dies
And I feel
Painless
I crawl beneath the sea
The pressure splits my skin
My blood is frozen
The water drowns my sin
Those depths of anguish
Just leave me with a grin
And I feel
Suddenly painless
Cold
Worn
I’m becoming stone
I will freeze my heart
In this endless dark
The blade drinks from my vein
I watch the fluid flow
I don't feel anything
My thoughts becoming slow
Whatever pain might be
I can't remember now
This is
Completely painless
No life within me
Your words destroyed my soul
Where once my heart beat
Now is a dreadful hole
You want to hurt me
And I will play my role
Yet I feel
Just painless
Cold
Worn
I’m becoming stone
I will freeze my heart
In this endless dark
I'm trapped here in my skull
Your screams die in my mind
I tried to reach for you
But I was left behind
In this sick bright world
My senses have gone blind
And I feel
No pain.